So, it's January 12th, but it's still the "New Year", lol. Heeeeey *waving*. . . :) Everything is everything on my end. I had a birthday last month (Yippee!) and I have another year of "awesomeness" under my belt. :D
My friend bought me a one-month pass to her yoga studio and I am in luuuurve!!!! I have been taking Bikram and other "Hot Yoga" classes. I am going into my second week and have only missed two days. It's amazing how I can see the progress in my strength and balance so soon. Anywho, I am hooked! I also have started back doing "The FIRM" videos. I have about five P57 workouts left to complete that challenge and I will mix that in as well, lol. I am officially in "beast mode" in my journey to my "Best Shape Ever!". :)
"T" and I are still communicating. I still have feelings for him, but I'm becoming more and more detached from the idea of us being more than friends. Reason being, he's never given me reason to think he wants to be more than friends. One thing I know for sure is that we ARE friends. He's made it abundantly clear that he's invested in maintaining our friendship. He's a good person and very caring and considerate of my feelings. He asked me was I still coming to Germany this year, and of course, I am. :) So, I will be off to Germany in May! I can't wait! :) I asked him for a recent picture of himself and he sent it, of course. He looks sooo cute/handsome. I wish I could show it, but that would just be too weird, lol. I get tingly feelings in my chest when I think of him sometimes. *blush* But . . . I'm not "pressed" though (really I'm not). What God has for me, is for me. I feel secure in that knowledge. :)
I'm debating how much of my personal life I want to share on this blog, but let's just say I've been "evaluating" some thangs and my thought process and belief system has evolved quite a bit. I haven't always had clearly established boundaries, but I do NOW and I exercise them, lol. I recently decided to end a "friendship" with a guy I'd known since I was like six years old. I'd kept in touch with him over the years during his "bid" and since his release. It's funny how dudes in jail almost always get on some "God-body" "righteousness" when they're in the pen, lol. Every letter references Jesus or Allah. But when the same knee-grows hit the streets again . . . man-o-man . . . they completely regress. Like dude. Since he's been out in the world again, I've listened to him relate his tales of using and deceiving women. Hey, I try not to judge folks because I'm still growing in my walk, but there's a difference between you doing what you do to yourself and harming/deceiving others. He reminds me of the predators that proliferate the b-l-a-c-k community.
Anywho, I decided not to take him into 2013 with me. I've ignored several calls and texts and he's recently e-mailed me . . . ignored. That's how I do it. I'm not going to give you a "goodbye speech" . . . I just "dead" you. We are all flawed, but I choose not to have people around me whose core . . . whose character is inconsistent with how I choose to live my life. I think more people should do the same.
On a more upbeat note, my new vision board is complete! I really like vision boards. I do not believe they are inconsistent with my Christian faith, as it's simply focusing on your goals and staying faithful that the Creator with provide. Mine is simply LOVELY!
That's all for now! :)
